one thing i’m really trying to work on as the “new me” is to change my attitude. a lot of times when i see a happy couple my first reaction is “ew”… and then “why can’t i have that?” now, when i see happy people, i remind myself that i am happy. i have a lot to be thankful for, and although i may not have EVERYTHING i want, i’m pretty damn lucky. and the things that i deserve will come to me when the time is right. instead of being jealous, i am happy for them.